Ignore the previous post if you've read it. I guess I just had too much in mind and that camera, it was the last straw i think. I basically went offline straight after that post. My God, living poor hakim struggling with his blogger. I'm sorry =/ I just cant stand this. Too much things to think through but I just cant find the right time to sort it out on my own. Yes, I cant deny that I might look happy and all that kind of stuffs on the outside but now I'm gonna let everything out here. I'm not happy, I'm not a happy person. I can no longer stand all these. Its giving me a whole lot of burden. I've become very hot tempered, AGAIN. I hate this. I hate it when I start venting it on the innocent ones. I hate it when they see that side of me. I hate it when the feeling comes back. Honestly, I just got up half an hour ago from that short nap. It did me good, really. Waking up to that message really changed my mindset. 'Sometimes life gets too hard. Gamble je. Janji, Enjoy life.' haha! Thanks eh Eeka, I will meet you up tomorrow and really plan out what we so gonna do in time to come! I know you know, you know I know~ *kening up2* Oh ya, I came across this and I think its really cute! 'Girlfriends are just like bras. They are hard to find, supportive, comfortable, always lifts you up, never lets you down or leaves you hanging and is always close to the heart ' Sweet kan? This is to every girls out there. Spread the love babies! Sekarang, ape nak jadi, jadi laaaaa. pegy mampos. sit back, relax and enjoy. haha. kaybye! p.s: sometimes, I wonder how is it like to be in your slippers. I wonder how you feel. I wonder. |